An update on yesterday’s post…
As enlightening as the events of yesterday were, I was still troubled last evening and this morning about it. What came to my mind after much soul searching were 2 things
1. It troubles me that I even thought that I could brush all this under the rug since no one but me and God knew the conviction I was feeling. The fact that I pondered those thoughts makes me sad. I still have so far to go.
2. It REALLY makes me sad that I even acted in the most un-christian way to begin with. The entire event should never have happened.
The old me still comes out so easily… I am really going to have to work on this.